LOTUS NOTES
Sunday, December 6th
This is from Kuthumi...a beautiful entity indeed..
Oh sweet angel, there is a hole in your heart, just like there is a hole in your mind and in your belly: this is the three-kakra system that you have used in order to create your reality. The hole is the energy that was taken away from you, moved into outer reality to form the linear landscape and then eventually to move back into you and apparently fill up these three holes… but not quite.
This is the construct of your personality and if you can realize that these 3 spots in your beingness do not need to be destroyed but just reworked, this construct that you have called personality. You need to carry it within long enough to hit the point of ascension, after which this now rampant construct once again will be YOU.
Instead of thinking of yourself as a non-complete being, think of yourself as a Grand Master who has chosen to create these openings, putting them out there in the realm of the undefined and see what would eventually return to you during the past thousands and thousands of years of your evolution. You, in short, are perfection.
If you could only see that this personality that you have created has been perfect for the evolutionary path you have followed and that it is now time to neutralize this energy, then you could truly and finally let go of your past by seeing it for what is was. Only then will you see meaning in the apparent meaningless, the order within the chaotic. You will once again know that you have defined the final part of the undefined space of this twelfth quantum dimension that you sit in.
The last part to be explored, the last part to be defined, was the inner. You have been so brave to take this journey, this step to rip yourself apart and manifest yourself outside of you, only then to discover that you could not exist without your outside reality, that you could not make it separate from you and now to return to this. On this great day of days, this great month of months, YOU, the queen of queens and the king of kings are reclaiming your final position on the throne of your body temple and everything that moves outside of that. Let us look at how all of this is taking place on the level of the macro-cosmic. In order to do this, I need to talk about a concept that you know as kundalini.
Kundalini, or as it was once called in the old original language of Lemuria the mahani aja ne’ah neh, is simply the acceleration of that which was once inside of you and now appears to be outside of you: the raw energy of personality which has created this whole reality, the apparition of your earth, your universe, your galaxies, your cosmos, and your physical body as a fine type of filter that would separate outer reality from your inward one.
Kundalini is returning to your reality on a permanent basis and for many of you consciousness pioneers, it has already done so in the course of 2009. The return of kundalini can be called ‘personality coming home to you’, it is the return of the prodigal son and daughter that went out into the cosmos to explore the last particle that was to be explored, while the god self, the I AM that I AM, remained within, ever patient, ever explorative, waiting for its little version of itself to come back home.
The kundalini returning back to earth after 12000 years of cyclic adventures throughout creation, exploring the non-self, is not a coincidence. This acceleration energy opens up the three-kakra system of the head, the chest and the belly allowing you to bring the energy of personality home, and was only created at the moment of separation between the ‘I AM’ that is YOU and the ‘I AM’ that you are not.
There is indeed an ‘I AM not’ and this is your personality, a necessary instrument to explore the undefined and define it by experiencing a reality it considered not to be part of itself. The personality, even though it is parasitic in nature, has created the potential for you to become ONE again. The construct is similar to the higher self generation the human self on Earth. You, the human self, is the ‘higher version’ of your personality. The only difference is that the human you is not in an ascended state while your higher self is. As such, you could not properly understand the personality that you express yourself with and you could not have the ascended patience, love and dedicated service to assist your personality in returning to you, that the higher self does practice towards the human self.
This is what you needed to understand and now that you do, you can take a more ascended stance in all of this and allow the parasite to die, neutralize and return to the heaven which is you. It is similar to the process you have undergone yourself as you came into this Earth, creating an illusionary separation between yourself and your higher self.
We have always said that time and space need to be defined as a dimension of size, and as such there is an ever ongoing string of pearls. You are part of that string. Your higher self is part of that string and behind it there is an infinity of reflection until you go all the way back to the central sun, which then again is a pearl on its way back to reflecting the one ‘I AM’ that you truly are. This effectively results in neutralizing the ‘I AM not’ since it now can no longer exist for its own concept is designed to nullify itself eventually.
The kundalini coming back to you permanently is allowing you to reconnect to that pearl of strings and to understand that there truly is no separation between you and all things and people surrounding you. The result will be a sense of understanding there truly is no other people around; you truly are constantly interacting with self.
-- KUTHUMI
Excerpted from Returning to Self, recorded on May 11th 2009 during a special channeling session in Antwerp, Belgium.
Edited for this Lotus Note by Yin
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